The Chilling Gorilla In The Sky

Yes, what a crazy title for my post today, but hey, I hope you can see what I am seeing in this photo—the 'chilling' gorilla.

When I was little, I used to stare at the sky a lot and, at times, dream how much I wanted to be out there in the clouds, or more specifically, 'chilling' in the clouds. Yes, I was a vivid or crazy dreamer, and my dreams often seemed impossible. However, one day I came across a little boy on the plane when I was flying to Europe, and believe it or not, he had the same dream.
I wrote about him once on my story blob, so if you are interested in reading it, here it is: "The Honest Hand Shake."

On the other hand, since I am spending so much time with my son Matthew, my photography trips are limited, but I still cannot believe that limits actually make me more creative, and I find that even when I am confined to small spaces, I will find a subject to photograph no matter what. I remember when I was in my last year of university and trying to come up with a topic for my thesis, all we (the team) could think of was building some kind of machine. For some reason, we always came up with a very complicated project. So one day when we went for the approval of our project, our supervising professor said, "This project could take years", but then he also said something very interesting that stayed with me for years: "You know I could write a hundred-page thesis on this little crack on the table." Over 10 years later, I could do the same, and I could do the same with my photography projects too.
And now my favourite subject to talk about is my baby Matthew. Yes, I could write and write about him so much, not including how many photos of him I already have. Many of them are not the greatest ones, but they are my memory snippets of the new things Matthew did. Lately, he has started to be more comfortable on his belly and lifting his buttocks, probably almost ready to crawl. Oh, it is so much fun to watch him, especially when he gets so excited, as you can see on his face in this photo. However, it has been hard to get him to smile at the camera lately. As soon as I take my camera out, he puts on his serious face. Matthew also started to talk more, obviously in his own language, and he started to do that around my husband's birthday, September 11th. What a nice birthday gift!
Matthew had his baptism last Sunday, September 14th, and he did so well. He was baptized in the Ukrainian Catholic Church; the ceremony was beautiful and very personal. The priest liked Matthew very much; it was so cute to see a priest kissing and snuggling him at some point between each session of the ceremony. I was worried the whole week that he might cry because we know he can.

By the end of the day, we were very proud parents, and it is hard to believe that my baby is growing and maturing every day.

All I can say is, God Bless Him for being so good.

~ Anna

Comments

kRiZcPEc said…
a beautiful flower shot, :)
myonlyphoto said…
Hey kriz cpec, thanks, boy you are like a light speed, lol. Thanks again for being so prompt, and your nice comments. I will see you later on your blog. Anna :)
Merging Point said…
Anna, did you notice-- all three pics are of those natural ones! reflecting the real beauty!!!
Lena said…
i loved the flower pic, very beautiful :)

And gosh, the boy is soooooooooooo cute!! I think i love him ;)
RW said…
Anna I see the gorilla! lol! Your young one is looking cute and nice flower shot wow!

Have a great day Anna!
S-V-H said…
What a wonderful post Anna! I enjoy to read every single wordl about your world as a mother, as a wife and as a photographer. You describe so nice your daily life - and your little Matthiew is a sunshine, your sunshine - a happy little boy. I could knuddle him too... :-)

Thanks for all your comments also on my blog, very much appreciated!

Happy belated Birthday to your husband!
Anonymous said…
I see the gorilla!!
I didn't at first though... :)
Beautiful photos, Anna. :)
S.A.M.B.I.T said…
Ha ha ...taht's nice...
To visualize a object differently....
is nice...
Anna, great shots!!! Don't you love it when the sky fills with huge white billowing clouds! I grab my camera too.

Baby Matthew has turned into quite a charmer. :D Super congrats on his baptism.

Love the sunflower's dewy petals. :D Great color too.

Wild wave to my dear friend. I'm halfway through my photography class and am enjoying it immensely. It's interesting what objects in a photo can make for great shots. I'm looking around me too. One shot that was featured on the site was of a half peeled banana.

Hugs, JJ
Bob Johnson said…
Hey Anna, I see the gorilla,lol, ya know I still look a lot at the clouds in the sky.

Matthew is so cute, has those chipmunk type cheeks, my oldest did too, she didn't crawl, she just decided to one day pull herself up and walk,lol.

Great shots, the flower is too cool with the water drops and all, nice.
Peter said…
Hi! I couldn't see the gorilla unfortuately. But give me an ink spot and I will be able to describe to you a thousand and one things. Like you, my imagination is very good, just not today!

Take Care,
Peter
Max Coutinho said…
Hey Anna,

Congratulations for your baby's baptism (I remembered, but since I was busy getting married, I didn't have the time to email you)!!
And belated Happy Birthday to your husband :D!

I am so embarrassed to admit that I didn't see anything in the cloud photo :(! I didn't see the gorilla :o

Baby Matthew is sooooo beautiful!!! Look at those cheeks!!! :D
He is talking already? Wow, he is an intelligent boy ;D! Soon, there will be no stopping him in talking away...imagine the great conversations you two will have :D!
I am so happy for you, darling *hug*!

Hug baby Matt for me, will you :D?

Cheers
Swubird said…
Anna:

Yes, I think I see the big ape reclining on top of the cloud. Spooky. I use to take a lot of cloud pictures, and the Queen and I would see all sorts of wispy images half hidden in the puffy white cotton.

Great job.

hapy trails.
Dick said…
All three nice pictures. Have a nice week.
myonlyphoto said…
Hi Merging Point, wow, now that you said it, they do reflect the real beauty. Thanks again, Anna :)
myonlyphoto said…
Thanks Lena, you are so nice, thanks for loving my boy! You know he is one lovable baby. I could kiss and hug him over and over again, and he loves it too. I actually kiss his cheeks sometimes to put him to sleep, lol. Thanks again, and hey love your new icon, very nice. Anna :)
myonlyphoto said…
Hey Roger you got new icon too. Good eye. Thanks for your nice comments always, and you have a great day too. Anna :)
myonlyphoto said…
Thanks Susanne, so nicely said, and thanks for all the wishes. You know Matthew is my little sunshine, like you say everytime. Every day he wakes up with big smile on his face. Oh motherhood is so wonderful.

Thanks again, Anna :)
myonlyphoto said…
Hi Leo, thanks, and glad that you can see it. BTW got my health guide, very interesting material. Thanks again. Anna :)
myonlyphoto said…
Hi S.A.M.B.I.T, thanks for your comment, and first time visit. Yes it is interesting, I love looking at the clouds all the time. Anna :) PS I will see you over your blog soon.
myonlyphoto said…
JJ absolutely, I love puffy clouds, We had really nice summer this year. And the sky been really filled with lot of clouds over here.

Thanks for the nice comments on my photos, and of course Matthew.

Glad that you are enjoying your photography course, it is amazing how much we can capture with this great invention. On my way to see your 'peeled banana'.

Thanks again, Anna :)
myonlyphoto said…
Bob, sky has so much to see, so you keep that camera pointing, lol. Oh one day, I swear, I think I saw complete Noah's ark formed from clouds, lol.

Those 'chipmunk type cheeks', lol, are inherited from me, lol. And wow with skipping crawl, it may happen too, Matthew got really strong legs, and can stand with very little support, he just needs to figure out that he needs to grab on to something in order to stand or sit, lol.

Thanks for all your nice comments as always. Anna :)
myonlyphoto said…
Peter sorry you could not see the gorilla, I will see if I can do something to help you see it. I would love to know what you see though, lol. Hope all is well, and thanks as always for dropping by and commenting. Anna :)
myonlyphoto said…
Max, my dear friend, congratulations on your marriage, wishing you all the best, and make sure that you are always on your honeymoon, lol. Thanks for the wishes, and Matthew sending hugs back. Yes I did hug him from you - he also sends smiles back.

Oh Max don't be embarrassed, I will see if I can help you see it, just give me some time to sketch it for you, lol, btw I am not very good at it thought, so who knows what you end up seeing, lol.

Wait till you kiss those cheeks, lol.

You said: 'He is talking already? Wow, he is an intelligent boy ;D! Soon, there will be no stopping him in talking away...imagine the great conversations you two will have :D!; - yes in his own language, and he is trying so hard, the funny thing is he also yells at us if he wants something, lol, it looks so cute. I think he did it during baptism at some point - talking back at the priest, lol. Oh he is just so presious.

Thanks Max as always for all your nice comments and wishes, and again congratulations on your marriage, I am so happy for you.

Anna :)
myonlyphoto said…
Swubird, yes it is a big ape reclining on top of the cloud. As I was saying to Bob, one day I think I saw complete set of animals from Noah's ark, lol. I think I been looking at the sky too too much, but there is not a day that I always see something, obviously, a day with puffy clouds.

Lol Swubrid, thanks for laughs, as always.

Anna :)
myonlyphoto said…
Hi Dick, thanks so much for your nice comment, always appreciated. Anna :)
Max Coutinho said…
Hi Anna,

"congratulations on your marriage, wishing you all the best, and make sure that you are always on your honeymoon, lol." - thank you, darling :D! LOL I intend to be in a long honeymoon indeed...since they say that the first marital crisis falls on the 10th year of marriage, I'll be enjoying a honeymoon until then ;D lol.

"Thanks for the wishes, and Matthew sending hugs back. Yes I did hug him from you - he also sends smiles back." - Oooh, Matthew is sooo cute: thanks, Matt!! You are so sweet, Anna...you really are!

"Oh Max don't be embarrassed, I will see if I can help you see it, just give me some time to sketch it for you, lol, btw I am not very good at it thought, so who knows what you end up seeing, lol." - LOL oh my God...I might end up seeing a chimp and not a gorilla LOL....

I just love your baby boy, I am his huge fan: I love a baby with personality! So...he already talks back, eh? Matt! Matt! Matt! lol :D He is precious indeed, Mamma Anna ;D!

You are welcome, darling: I missed you here :D! Thanks, darling...I am extremely happy myself *hug*!

Cheers
Anonymous said…
I have never been very good at seeing the shapes others see in clouds. But they often don't see what I see either, even though what I see is always so obvious! hehe. I like the way the blue is so saturated, but there is still great detail in the white clouds.

And Anna, it is just not possible to comment on a photo of Matthew with out using the word cute. The little girls of the world better get ready, he looks like a future heart throb!
I can see the gorilla perfectly! That's SO cool!!!!

Cindy
MedaM said…
This is beautiful and interesting post as usual. First of all I have to say that I like Matthew’s photo. He really is so cute, so beautiful baby. As for the clouds I couldn’t see gorilla in them at first sight but then when I took another look I really saw a shape of gorilla. I too like clouds and I still enjoy looking at them trying to find some interesting shape that reminds me of this or that. And flower, of course, is gorgeous with all those crystal droplets on its yellow petals. Well done, indeed. I really like your story “The Honest Hand Shake”. It is touching and somehow mysterious. Reading it more and more I wished to get to know more about that interesting boy. I’m just wondering where he is now and what he is doing…but only God knows.
Thank you very much for your always very nice and kind comments on every photo that you didn’t see earlier. That really makes me happy and it always brings a big smile of pleasure on to my face. :-))
Anna, my sense is that when your creative times are cut short, without realizing it your brain is thinking and working as you go about the everyday. Then when you come to approach a new photography project a high burst of unique creativity pours forth and displayed in your photos.

Your son is a very beautiful boy! I don't know if I ever shared that I have five beautiful grandsons. :-)
Lynda Lehmann said…
Anna, your penchant for noticing the small things shows your creative spirit!

I can relate to your cloud fantasy, as I've always wanted to "jump in" to the vast cloud-scapes we see piled high like castles and canyons in the sky.

And of course, you will take thousands of photos of precious Matthew, at every stage of his growth. Amazing to think he is soon to crawl! You must let us know... :) (One day he'll be out taking photos with his Mom.)

Your sunflower photo is gorgeous!
Anonymous said…
Hi Anna

I've got some free time so I decided to come here and relax for a bit. What you haven't changed your blog around! LOL Seems you don't have that same itch that drives me nuts and makes me change mine around all the time.

Your clouds remind me of when I was a little boy. I used to lay down in the grass and imagine myself falling into the clouds and the vast expanse of sky. Invariably I would always scare myself back to reality because I could actually "feel" myself falling LOL.

Your son is quite a handsome little tike. He is certainly growing fast. He's making me feel old LOL
I imagine his baptism was beautiful. My father was a devoted follower of the Ukranian Catholic mass...and I grew up going to the masses often.

And finally, your flower shot...well, what can I say. Very nicely done!

On that note....I've finished my coffee and I'll be heading out of here. Thanks for the wonderful read dear.

Take care.
~JD
Anonymous said…
Hi Anna,

Beautiful pictures and so nice to read about the updates. He is really so excited, you can see the sparkle in his eyes. I still spend time looking at the clouds and thinking of what shapes they look like, its a nice sport to play with yourself :)

until the next post,
Priyank
kml said…
He is such a happy baby, Anna! He does have the perfect cheeks for kissing!

And I agree, it is always the little things that are important - doesn't have to be big to make a difference.

Your clouds and flower are beautiful!

Take Care,
Kathy
Cheffie-Mom said…
I see the gorilla! I did the same thing when I was a child. I loved watching the clouds. Wonderful pictures! Especially the baby!
Anonymous said…
beautiful foto...i love it. Regards from Yogyakarta INDONESIA.
RW said…
Hey thank you for the great comments ya left me! :D
myonlyphoto said…
Thanks Max! Oh may be you are right, may be it is a chimp, but tell you the truth, I don't know the difference, yet, but I will be soon - the power of Internet, lol.
Yes Matthew is quite a character. We been trying to teach him some words, and I think we are hearing them back, lol. Thanks for coming back as always, and congrats again, hugs, Anna :)
myonlyphoto said…
Hey Will, I am the same, I sometimes see things no body sees, lol. Looking at clouds been always a real fun.

Oh and thanks for nice comments about Matthew, he is our little treasure, we often ask him does he has a license to be so cute, lol - btw he is grown organically, lol. Thanks again, Anna :)
myonlyphoto said…
Cindy, good eye. Thanks for dropping by. Anna :)
myonlyphoto said…
Oh Medam, thank you so much for your kind comment. It really means a lot. Glad that you like the cloud formation photo also. Yes I do to often think about that little boy on the plane, it was kind of sad, because as a parent now I would never put my boy on the plane alone. Hope he is doing fine, and may be one day he will be reading the story on my blog too. Medam, thanks again for your comment, and it is always a pleasure to visit your blog. Anna :)
myonlyphoto said…
Thanks Robyn. It is always nice to hear from an expert. Creativity is fun, a real fun for me.

Robyn, 5 grandchildren and not just grandchildren - but grandsons, wow, I got to see them one day.

Thanks again for your comment, appreciated. Anna :)
myonlyphoto said…
Thanks Lynda. I like that - fantasy, nature is wonderful, and give us lot of opportunities to relax our mind - even if it is imagination. And wow, I am starting to see that I am not the only one if it comes to could fantasy.

Lynda thank you for your comments, and about Matthew. I think Matthew may be the most photographed baby in the 'world' lol, I have so many photos of him, and its only been 4.5 months. lol. And yes I will let you know about his first crawling experinece, lol, probably on the photo, lol.

Glad you liked the sunflower [sprayed with water hose, lol, the light was perfect, so I had to add to it, lol]

Anna :)
myonlyphoto said…
Hey JD, no I have not changed my blog layout, lol, YET, lol, but may be now that you got me going, lol.

Thanks JD for your nice comment, and it is really appreciated that you actually stopped by with a cup of coffee. It is nice and personal gesture.

Lol, about the clouds, never really thought about falling back to the reality, or may be I am still dreaming, lol. Nice to hear that you had that fantasy also.

Yes Matthew is my little man, never thought of being old around him, lol, yet often compare my skin to his, his is much nicer, lol. However, he makes me so young around him, the things I do to entertain him - by the time I finish, I probably develop arthritis in all my joints, lol.

And I guess we have something in comment about the ukrainian church.

Again JD thanks for your kind comment, always appreciate your visit here.

Anna :)
myonlyphoto said…
Thanks Priyank. You are right, Matthew gets so excited about new things, and he often gets these sparkles in his eyes, like he discovered a 'world' lol.
Looking at clouds is fun, I am sure you get to see lot of it during your travels, especially, when in the middle of nowhere, lol.

Priyank thanks again, all your comments are appreciated, Anna :)
myonlyphoto said…
Thanks Kathy. Yes he is our very happy baby, everytime I look at this baby, he smiles back, I think he smiles probably 75 percent during his playtime. Oh and starting to watch TV, lol, and I better watch out too. And you got it, those cheeks are kissed hundreds and hundreds times a day, lol.

Thanks Kathy again for your nice comment about my photography, appreciated. Anna :)
myonlyphoto said…
Cheffie-Mom thank you for your comment. Glad that you were able to see the same in the clouds. Oh nature is so wonderful to create these beautiful paintings or formation in the sky for all of us to enjoy. Glad you enjoyed my photos too, and especially the baby, thanks again. Anna :)
myonlyphoto said…
bram antareja thank you so much for your kind comment, and greetings. Will be over your blog soon. Anna :)
myonlyphoto said…
Hey Roger it is always a pleasure. You got some great stuff going out there in the blog world. Anna :)
I lovvvve the concept of this blog. Encouraging us to use our imaginations. beautiful
Hi Anna,
I can see the gorilla for sure! Great shot. Matthew is a beautiful baby growing so quickly. You must be enjoying every minute with him!
--JB
David Leonard said…
Hi Anna,
Everything is fine here, Thomas has teeth now and we can still sleep at night, do you believe it? I was pretty busy these past weeks, putting together my first exposition, which will take place in Lausanne this saturday. This is a lot of work!

I see that Matthew is growing really fast and he is such a nice baby.

Have a great day!
Oswegan said…
Great images. The first one does look like a gorilla, to me a baby gorilla laying on its back. Good to see you back at it again.
Anonymous said…
hi anna,

you know, it is one of those things. i could look at that cloud for quite awhile ;-) but nooo, i read your title and saw him immediately!

love matthew too! cute young guy.
Anonymous said…
We’ll post links to sites that have Wednesday (plus or minus a few days) submissions of their chosen animal artwork. “Art is not a mirror held up to reality, but a hammer with which to shape it.”—Bertolt Brecht
Livingsword said…
Hi Anna!!!!!

You chilling “guerilla” you! LOL

Funny that I have a guerilla posted right now also! LOL

Baby Matthew is a real cutie (with an excellent name :)

I love the flower photo!!!!!! Excellent!!!!!!

Ahhh it is good to come and see you
Jo's-D-Eyes said…
MATTHEW is a snoopy!!!!!!!!!!
what a sweety, HUG from me!
Anonymous said…
Great images, the baby is so beautifull and i love the flower.

Congratulations
San said…
That dazzling flower seems to sum up your life right now, Anna--LIFE IS GOOD!

Matthew just gets more handsome all of the time. And your chillin' gorilla is a laid-back one, isn't he?
San said…
And let me add: You are so wise. There is much magic and beauty in tiny details. Children teach us that every day. (And the smarter professors.)
myonlyphoto said…
Rubenh thanks for your interesting comment, and also your first visit, nice to meet you. Anna :)
myonlyphoto said…
JB good eyes, and yes my time with Matthew is amazing. Thanks for all your comments as always. Anna :)
myonlyphoto said…
David, good to see you, and sorry for late reply. Thomas got teeth, wow. Guess what, Matthew is going to have them soon, he is eating everything he can get around him. And your baby must have been talking to my baby because Matthew is sleeping at night too.
Hope your exposition in Lausanne was successful one!

Anna :)
myonlyphoto said…
Hi Oswegan, good to see you too here. Glad you were able to see the gorilla, and yes he is chilling on his back. Thanks again for dropping by and commenting, Anna :)
myonlyphoto said…
Hi petmono, thanks for your comment, and glad you were able to see the gorilla too. Thanks for the offer, but you know my time now is limited, but I will keep it in mind. Anna :)
myonlyphoto said…
LS so nice to see you here too. Yeah what a coincidence, lol. Thanks for your nice comment, yes we liked the name also, we called our baby Matthew before he was even born. Thanks for your comment as always. Anna :) Will be zooming over your blog later.
myonlyphoto said…
JoAnn thanks for the hugs, Matthew sends them back. Thanks again for your visit. Anna :)
myonlyphoto said…
Oh San this is such a nice comment, and you are absolutely right LIFE IS GOOD NOW! Hugs from Matthew. Anna :) Okay and me tooooo!
Anonymous said…
Anna, you have the splendid imagination...:)
myonlyphoto said…
Thanks beanow, appreciated.
Anna :)